Ketamine Dreams

Ha! I’m feeling so good today, so I thought I’d sit down and do up a blog post. But now that I’m sitting here, laptop on lap, blog page open and “ADD TITLE” staring me in the face, I have no clue what to blog about! I just did my third ketamine session, and even tho I didn’t get much from the first two, this time I was able to let go a little. I still didn’t get the big “disconnected” sort of experience, but just as the session was ending I was beginning to have random thoughts come to mind. Like I realized that my spirit, consciousness, soul… whatever you want to call it, is far bigger than my body. My body is simply it’s house. My body keeps my soul safe. But my soul, even when it’s contained in my body, is connected to your soul, and to her soul, and hers and his and theirs…wait… not “connected”. It’s more like our individual souls aren’t individual… we are all one! Yes! It’s not MY soul, it’s OUR soul! And our soul is God. And when portions of our soul are housed in these bodies, we are experiencing the physical world through our bodies. And as we experience and react to the physical, we are feeding that soul. Oh wow! How cool is that???

Oddly, I also thought about my cousin’s wife, Tina. Tina is the kind of person who has such a glorious zest for life. She loves so big and generously, and does so even when she and her loved ones are going through hell on earth. We could all use more Tinas in our lives.

Ok, I’m going to go paint now. Later!

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